Mindless

I dunno whether life sucks or I the one that sucks, nowadays I keep thinking what will happen to me in future, whether it will be good or bad, I am looking out of the mirror and I am suddenly get a blur vision about my life, Ii really in tense right know, I don't know why.... I am keep asking my self, what happen to you, what happen, but i don' have the answer to it. I just come back from my hometown KL, attend my best friend wedding, and know I am sitting on my chair with my study desk in UUM, but the tense make me feel that I don't want to read a book even i have 2 paper straight in a day.... owh God.............. help me